If you're looking for ways to take back your power, exercise your conscience, and answer directly to God for your actions, the best thing you can do is leave the organization.
It can be a blessing if you get caught breaking the rules and you want to leave anyway. Disfellowshipping restores your direct relationship with God. You will no longer bow down and obey mortal men. Jesus has NOT authorized Elders to judge you. They themselves are not without sin. Matthew 7:1-5; John 6:37;
God should be our only authority. Jehovah is a jealous God. He commanded his people to have no other gods. Exodus 20:3; Exodus 24:13; Deut. 5:7; Judges 10:13; Jeremiah 25:6; 2 Kings 17:35-38
Disfellowshipping sets you free to put God first. Leaving the organization allows you to give God all the glory he deserves. You no longer have to answer to a religion that should not be meddling in God's business. Christians are free. They do not answer to man. They answer directly to God. Matthew 28:18,19