JW's think they have a direct relationship with God but they don't. They worship God 'through' the organization. This means the Governing Body tells them what they must do, say, and think. There are many rules and these are written down in the secret manual for Elders only.
Women and meek, humble JW's are not allowed to read the secret book for Elders, because they don't want you to know how much control they have over your life. The organization doesn't want you to know what will happen to you if you disobey the Elders. They want you to believe you can put God first. They want you to believe you are in control of your life and that you are free to follow your own conscience. They want you to believe the organization doesn't force you to do anything.
What is the truth? Why can't you read the secret book for Elders, - even if you want to? Theocratic Warfare is a a code word for hiding information from enemies and those not entitled to know. If you're a JW, why do they withold important information from you? If you have dedicated your life to them, are you not entitled to know what the rules are and what will happen to you if you disobey? Of course you're entitled!